And the winner is…

…mulishness! I think. Like so many of you on this cancer roller coaster, it is hard for me to get definitive answers. But. It’s looking like at least part of my theory is correct… that it’s not cancer that keeps creating masses in my brain. At least my latest brain mass isn’t.

If this post isn’t making any sense to you, you may not have read the last post, Miracles, magic, metastases, marijuana, meditation, meningitis, manifestation, and mulishness. I recommend going back to read it because there are lessons here for all of us in our healing journeys.

As I’ve outlined, I’ve had now 12 ‘diagnosed brain tumors’ to date, 8 of them leptomeningeal. First, in 2014, I had 9, meditated and ingested high dose, high-quality CBD and 4 disappeared, making me eligible for targeted radiation on the remaining 5. So, Cannabis and I are miracle workers, right? Then October 2019, they found a large central mass in the control center of my brain, it was a dire prognosis of imminent doom and I tripled my daily dose of THC/CBD and meditated (I “blew it up” with a mental firecracker) and 2.5 months later, it was gone without a trace. Damn, I’m good, right? So, it stays gone for a year and a half, then reappears as two smaller tumors in the same spot. What the heck kind of brain tumor acts like that?

So, I got busy researching, came up with an alternate hypothesis, worked with a doctor who didn’t think I was crazy, and I appear to have prevailed. On Monday, I had an MRS, spectroscopy being the key word… it analyzes the nature of the brain mass. It…